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David Loh says: (12:09:28 AM)
apparently he's still in contact with YB, Sharizah, Benjamin, Yaoming..
Vince - I have a pet mosquito says: (12:11:16 AM)
oh cool
Vince - I have a pet mosquito says: (12:11:33 AM)
what are they all doing?
David Loh says: (12:12:39 AM)
YB : commando officer, Yaoming : IT specialist.. not sure about the rest.. didn't ask
Vince - I have a pet mosquito says: (12:13:32 AM)
im sure ben is working in ships
Vince - I have a pet mosquito says: (12:13:39 AM)
design or construction
Vince - I have a pet mosquito says: (12:14:02 AM)
i wonder about weihan though
David Loh says: (12:21:48 AM)
not sure
Vince - Tada says: (12:23:19 AM)
they seem like okay people
Vince - Tada says: (12:23:36 AM)
but they feel like a lifetime ago
Vince - Tada says: (12:23:39 AM)
that i knew them
David Loh says: (12:23:45 AM)
yes.. a lifetime is right.
David Loh says: (12:23:53 AM)
I barely remember how Andrew look like now
Vince - Tada says: (12:24:09 AM)
exactly 16 years
David Loh says: (12:24:13 AM)
he and his expendable rubber duckie antics during Robotech/D&D sessions.
Vince - Tada says: (12:24:26 AM)
i don't even remember that
David Loh says: (12:25:26 AM)
I wonder where Shirley Tan, Gary Choo, Johnny Huang Hejie is now
Vince - Tada says: (12:25:39 AM)
ah yes, johnny
David Loh says: (12:26:02 AM)
cute little fat buddy
David Loh says: (12:26:06 AM)
and his brother
Vince - Tada says: (12:26:12 AM)
he had a brother?
David Loh says: (12:26:16 AM)
younger
David Loh says: (12:26:19 AM)
in St. John's
Vince - Tada says: (12:26:21 AM)
why dun u look him up on facebook
David Loh says: (12:26:25 AM)
hmm
David Loh says: (12:26:26 AM)
I wonder
David Loh says: (12:26:28 AM)
let me check
Vince - Tada says: (12:26:31 AM)
everyone and their cat is on it
David Loh says: (12:26:48 AM)
talk about cats.. yeah
David Loh says: (12:26:53 AM)
Chenyi has her cats on it
Vince - Tada says: (12:28:00 AM)
i got nothing
David Loh says: (12:32:52 AM)
oh well
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:36:06 AM)
its not technically a grouse
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:36:17 AM)
im just realising that im not a people person
David Loh says: (12:36:24 AM)
ha..
David Loh says: (12:36:32 AM)
revelation?
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:37:13 AM)
you don't seem surprised
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:37:19 AM)
which is good
David Loh says: (12:37:30 AM)
heh
David Loh says: (12:37:47 AM)
you have to be joking for me to be surprised..
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:37:56 AM)
well there i was 
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:37:59 AM)
talking to merlin guy
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:38:05 AM)
he was a lot more chatty than i bargained for
David Loh says: (12:39:00 AM)
you wish you have a chat dial to level people's social factor?
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:39:30 AM)
urm no 
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:39:35 AM)
to dial up mine actually
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:39:40 AM)
you see somewhere along the last 4 years
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:39:49 AM)
i've become this person that doesn't want to hang out with anyone
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:40:04 AM)
now i don't know if im empty inside
David Loh says: (12:40:12 AM)
you have me..
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:40:12 AM)
or there's too much of me 
David Loh says: (12:40:13 AM)
:)
Vince - Hao bu hao. says: (12:40:25 AM)
yea i'd hang out with u
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:43:14 AM)
now im wondering if its mental
David Loh says: (12:43:23 AM)
it is
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:43:24 AM)
you know, that i can just flip a switch and press reset
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:43:29 AM)
but even if i did
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:43:45 AM)
i won't turn into that person who can hang out like joey tribbiani with the rest of the Friends
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:43:56 AM)
i wld still find difficulty relating to people
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:44:18 AM)
i'd still wonder how come guys like benjamin have it all together
David Loh says: (12:44:48 AM)
Joey has a big fear of loneliness
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:44:56 AM)
i won't ask that of YB though
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:44:57 AM)
coz
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:45:10 AM)
that guy does what he likes and he's cool
David Loh says: (12:45:16 AM)
yeah
David Loh says: (12:45:21 AM)
totally independent
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:45:26 AM)
that undefinable yingbiaoness
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:46:18 AM)
have u got a big fear of loneliness
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:46:36 AM)
even if i do, i still cant make myself become more friendly
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:46:58 AM)
although guys like victor im okay with
David Loh says: (12:47:20 AM)
I don't fear..
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:47:20 AM)
say, have u watched house before
David Loh says: (12:47:22 AM)
just hate
David Loh says: (12:47:31 AM)
yes
David Loh says: (12:47:36 AM)
first few eps
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:47:46 AM)
i missed those
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:48:32 AM)
do you care if people hate you or not?
David Loh says: (12:49:36 AM)
I kind of think it the other way around
David Loh says: (12:50:10 AM)
I like to treat people rightly and fairly.. so whether they hate me or not, my conscience is clear.
David Loh says: (12:50:26 AM)
in that sense, I don't give a flying fuck.
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:51:06 AM)
what if treating them rightly and fairly isn't an option for you at the time
David Loh says: (12:51:43 AM)
isn't an option? as in I'm on the living side of the firing squad?
David Loh says: (12:51:57 AM)
then them hating me would be inconsequential.
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:52:15 AM)
what if you're in a bad mood and just didn't give a crap about being fair right then
David Loh says: (12:53:44 AM)
then conversely I wouldn't give a fuck if they liked me then too
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:54:10 AM)
im the kind of asshole who if i feel bad, it won't make me do what i don't want to do
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:54:19 AM)
nobody can bully me into it
David Loh says: (12:54:34 AM)
so.. don't feel bad about it if you don't wanna do something
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:54:35 AM)
so it makes me build higher walls
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:54:44 AM)
won't let anyone put me in that position 
David Loh says: (12:54:58 AM)
someone tried to make me feel bad about not agreeing to a mahjong game over the weekend.. I didn't give a fuck if he's fine or not either.
David Loh says: (12:55:23 AM)
if some asshole can't be considerate enough to understand that other people have lives too, then screw them
David Loh says: (12:55:38 AM)
I don't even expect my life partner to be there for me 24/7..
David Loh says: (12:55:55 AM)
wtf should some other person have the same expectations of me
David Loh says: (12:56:34 AM)
you see, here I'm expressing my views.. I really don't give a flying fuck if anyone agreed with me at this point of time.. I mean if you agree with me fine.. if not, I'm fine too.
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:56:54 AM)
i cld pick a fight if i dun like ur point of view
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:56:58 AM)
tts how i roll
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:57:03 AM)
but then it'd be abt me
David Loh says: (12:57:07 AM)
heh
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:57:10 AM)
i do sometimes pick fights
David Loh says: (12:57:19 AM)
good that u know too.. hehe
David Loh says: (12:57:24 AM)
you're like Angela to me
David Loh says: (12:57:29 AM)
just a male version
David Loh says: (12:57:38 AM)
I can take all of your shit and still love u
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:58:49 AM)
tts like JD and Chocolate Bear
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (12:59:04 AM)
SCB
David Loh says: (1:01:18 AM)
dunno
David Loh says: (1:01:18 AM)
that
David Loh says: (1:01:27 AM)
gonna KO soon
Vince - Ni Hao ma? says: (1:01:38 AM)
ok


If you have to love someone, pick one who, no matter how badly you treat them, will always still be around, who won't walk away.

I don't know if I can be that kind of person.

I'm going to make that the Gold Standard, and call it the DGS Index - measure of staying power.



2nd day sober. I promised myself to quit smoking, drinking and that one.

Smoking, tick.

Drinking, not so much.


Everything in good time.

I have Industrial Strength Insomnia. I can't believe I am still up. What on earth is going to make me sleep at normal times???

What I really need to do is push the damn reset button.

Damn.


EDIT: 7:10am

Just watched all of Grey's Anatomy in one night.

Season one.

The sun is out.

WHy do I keep hitting my head with a hammer?

Coz it feels so great when I stop.

What a great line.