Fuck me.

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Vince - home pc crashed says (1:44 AM):
back now.
pc.
im seriously much faster here.
Aigoo! says (1:45 AM):
=)
Aigoo! says (1:48 AM):
i am getting sleepy
u?
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:48 AM):
u wanna sleep with me?
im sleepy too.
Aigoo! says (1:48 AM):
go sleep
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:48 AM):
dealing with my idiot friend david
Aigoo! says (1:48 AM):
i'm off now
.....
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:48 AM):
did i tell u
his china gf broke u with him
and he went for counselling with his wife
Aigoo! says (1:49 AM):
i tot u say he wun go back to wife
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:49 AM):
and now he says he might be able to move back in to them after all.
Idiot.
Aigoo! says (1:49 AM):
he woke up already?
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:49 AM):
no la
no china gf to run to
Aigoo! says (1:49 AM):
still quite immature
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:49 AM):
so you say leh.
you tell me if he woke up or if life just told him where to go next.
Aigoo! says (1:49 AM):
quite an idiot
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:50 AM):
if i say it , u can doubt me
but if you say it...
heh.
Aigoo! says (1:50 AM):
oh well
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:50 AM):
go sleep
Aigoo! says (1:50 AM):
i'm off now
u have fun with him
ta
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:50 AM):
you are very sweet today
ta






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David says (1:44 AM):
heya
Vince - home pc crashed says (1:44 AM):
hi
Vince - home pc crashed says (1:45 AM):
how u?
David says (1:46 AM):
long day
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:46 AM):
y
David says (1:53 AM):
took the kids to a long drawn dinner with the whole extended family
then went home
carrying lots of stuff to farrer park
then asked if she wanted me to leave, she said anything
David says (1:54 AM):
I said there's no "anything". Only yes I want you to leave or no, I want you to stay.
at 1am.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:54 AM):
dude she's a woman. i've never heard of the hard way working with a woman. just romance her.
David says (1:54 AM):
she said if it was any other people, without public transport.. etc
so I asked if I'm any other people.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:54 AM):
your answer = her reaction
David says (1:54 AM):
she said yes.
David says (1:55 AM):
my answer, I left.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:55 AM):
yea you asked for that.
David says (1:55 AM):
came home
shower
relack jack now
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:55 AM):
she gave you an out and you gave her a fuck off.
shld she chase you now.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:56 AM):
again - shes the soft one.
you're the one with the hardness.
romance her la.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (1:57 AM):
also what do u expect her to say... show weakness to you... she's ALREADY shown weakness. she let you come back
David says (1:59 AM):
is that it?
my eq must be the pits then
I conceded.
David says (2:00 AM):
concede, I mean.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:00 AM):
hey who cheated on her.
do we still wanna talk abt eq now.
David says (2:01 AM):
no.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:01 AM):
eq means equal
you're not equal.
David says (2:01 AM):
ok
tomorrow going to zoo I think
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:01 AM):
i think this is a fantastic opportunity for you
you've never asked me what i really think
some day, ask me.
David says (2:02 AM):
ok
what do you think
really.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:02 AM):
i think she was mislead.
and then you told her not to work so she didn't
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:03 AM):
and then when your finances tanked you started saying how come she didn't think of helping.
of course, when finances tank, the marriage falls apart.
David says (2:03 AM):
actually I never asked why she never thought of helping
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:03 AM):
let me put it another way
David says (2:03 AM):
but I know what u mean
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:03 AM):
you were pissed when she spent money anyway
David says (2:04 AM):
I was pissed that her sharp words came
regardless of income
over the years
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:04 AM):
yes because you always said she didn't have to work. you overpromised and underdelivered.
face it.
David says (2:04 AM):
ok
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:05 AM):
so you want a girl to believe you. but then you want her to support you too. there's a bit half and half there
so tts what i think.
its the essence.
if you are still asking me what i think
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:06 AM):
i'd tell u to think abt what she was really supposed to say. are you someone special
shld she say that you are
and then... boohoo hoo... Hung out to dry
or say no. and then let it be up to you to understand why she said no.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:07 AM):
to be fair you got to tell her you're no superman
David says (2:07 AM):
my 2 points of actually wanting to give this a try is for her to take away her sharp tongue
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:07 AM):
in this case, stop overpromising and you'll stop underdeliverig.
David says (2:07 AM):
she knows that I'm on the other spectrum of superman
and I already stated bluntly my current efforts and expectations
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:07 AM):
i hardly think "no you are not special" is sharp tonguing
David says (2:08 AM):
no
that is not sharp tonguing
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:08 AM):
sigh. lets not compare what is sharp... she has no $$$ not that i know of... she has been trying to pay for two small children and a flat and living expenses for how long now ....
believe me, i wld kill , much less sharp tongue if someone crossed me
David says (2:08 AM):
I am borrowing from my mom to pay for the flat
David says (2:09 AM):
every month
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:09 AM):
it is not abt your effort.
David says (2:09 AM):
my most current paycheck is also in there
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:09 AM):
it is about the simple reality of the situation.
David says (2:09 AM):
from deposit of an upcoming wedding
whatever I make is in there
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:09 AM):
once all of that is over, there is still the reality of paying for two toddlers
and food.
David says (2:09 AM):
yes.
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:09 AM):
dun think abt all that.
David says (2:10 AM):
i am endeavouring to get employed
so that's basically my focus for now
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:10 AM):
ok im just trying to get u to understand what it means.
whatever words mean, is words
living on the edge is pretty simple
pay the bill, you get power
water
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:11 AM):
etc...
desperation is shitty
and you've basically promised your wife to never know it
so ... how now ...
ok lets sleep on it.
David says (2:12 AM):
ok
thanks
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:12 AM):
tonight was something. really.
ended not so good but i don't really feel you understand what happened
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:13 AM):
good night!
David says (2:13 AM):
ok
will sleep on it
Vince - home pc up n running now. says (2:14 AM):
yea do.
word for word... anyone can do it. fucking primary school
take an adult to read between the lines

So I am an asshole.

So who gives a shit.

So he fucks up his marriage because I don't have the patience to explain how he should treat his wife. What I am supposed to do? be an utter fucking asshole just to get him to see things the way they are?

I can't even keep a relationship of my own going. The blind leading the fucking blind.

Fuck that SHIT.