sleeping in open, thanks brother for that, now i yearn to sleep in open, in open, dew on me and bike at dunearn botanical gardens...


how do i know my CNS is not depressed... coz i still need beer to sleep


what is evolution... evolution is a series of learning behaviours... a fatal air crash followed by years of NTSB investigation

which results with a plane 20 years later based on the deaths of very very many ...

but better

engineering is a tale well told...

"'That which is above is the same as that which is below'...Macrocosmos is the same as microcosmos. The universe is the same as God, God is the same as man

I like Hermeticism.

It's consistent.

Things are getting worse again. Mum is sick and I think I don't have enough ballast to dump to prevent us all from getting pulled down by the weight.

Home is, once again, no longer a safe haven.

Fuck ...

I don't even have energy to swear with gusto ....

just... fuck ....

i don't know whether to be depressed or angry. to be honest, i was angry but what good would breaking my fists do. and yet there are those pure moments of pure frustration.