- THE BEGINNING OF THE END -

I was right.

I have to go to office now.

I have spent a lot of time these last 2 weeks thinking about life, what I want, what I have and what to do to get from here to there.

At 3.51am, still thinking, I'm a week behind in work and still sleepless.


There's no way to voice out the 'arggh' that's deep in my chest right now.

Just no more words left. Maybe now my block will finally lift, because when there's nothing to say, then anything can be said.


Also, blogs are stupid, and so are internet forums, MSN and IRC. I'm never touching these again.



I am going to disappear! Ha!

DISAPPPEEARRRRRRRRR.

Make me a Machine, Mother. Make her beautiful, slender, wise and warm. Best of all, make her something which I never saw coming.

Oh yea, most road accidents happen at around this time of the night.

Let's go on a trip!

- DESPERATE CRIES FOR HELP WORK BETTER IN REAL LIFE -